Letters Never Sent - Scathing Truths Never Shared with the Recipient

Letter Details: I'm in love with you, in case you were wondering

Category: Crushes & Obsessions

Description: J and I have been intimate for several months now. The rest of the world has figured it out but we haven't announced anything.

Dear J,

We've been "together" for a while now. You and I both know about the feelings I have developed for you. You admitted to me a couple months back that you had serious feelings for me outside of sex. You made it sound like you were in love with me.

Lately, it seems like you don't want to be with me. Why? If you want to be single, just tell me. If what you want from me has returned to being just "friends with benefits", tell me. I'm going crazy wondering if I'm wasting my time waiting for something else to happen.

I can see it in your eyes. Don't think I don't notice that look you get when you are with me. And how you always text me when I'm not with you or can't stay the night. Or when I open my eyes when I'm in bed with you at night and look up to find you still awake, happy to see me. I can tell the feelings are there. I wish I knew what you plan to do about them.

You and I are two very independent people. I'm not expecting you to play daddy or to be with me at all. All I want is to know if I should take my feelings somewhere else, because fuck, I'm so in love with you.

If you're going to break my heart, do it now. I don't know if these feelings will go away now that they're here, but please spare me a broken heart if you know you don't want to be with me. I just want to see you happy.

I love you, more than you could know. You saved me from a fucked up marriage and showed me how to be happy again. In the past 3 years, I lost myself. You never gave up on me. Thank you for always being there.

Love,
K