Letters Never Sent - Scathing Truths Never Shared with the Recipient

Letter Details: Move on with your life

Category: Valentine's Day Promotion!

Description: Ten years is to long to hold (strangle) on. Yuck why are some of us women so blind early on in relationships? Why can't we see these signs.

I was to young you were to old. You were persistent. I saw you as mature, together, you gave me attention and made me feel like you'd never leave.

I was right only about the last part. It has been 10 years seven of which I've been married to someone else.

In the beginning you were attentive and charming. I was a blind fool! You wanted to spend every waking moment with me. I started to get passed the "Oh he loves me so much he can't be without me phase". We began to fight.

You started to accuse me of things. You didn't want me to see my friends and then my family. We already had a baby on the way when I started realizing you were nuts. Oh f*ck why couldn't I see the signs before then?

You yelled at me because I was in the bathroom too long. You followed me to the cornerstore and my Grandmother's house? You'd drop our son in the car at my work so I'd have to leave. I told you over and over that you were pushing me away. You didn't believe me but you believed a guy would climb the side of our apt. building climb in the window we'd have a quicky he'd leave all inside of a 20 minute bath.

You had to leave the state before our son was born. Yea! (oh sorry that was a hindsight thought) I was still "in love".

We talked for hours we both said we had unfinished business between us. Oh please. (another hindsight thought)

You moved back it took me all of three days to realize you really were f@cking insane. I couldn't go to the store anymore, no going out with friends, no job. I told you to take a hike. Would you hell no. You took our son from the babysitters and broke into my place. I rushed home for my son you hit me, I tried push you out of my home to protect myself and our son. You hit me again and ran out before the cops got there. F*ing coward!

At one point I wrote a letter to whom it may concern If I am found you did it.
You kept coming back, you got angrier and angrier. You started threatining me. I'm gonna kill you B*tch isn't that what you'd say. I called the police 19 times on you. You stole my car, but you had a copy of the keys so the police wouldn't do anything. You violated the restraining order hundreds of times, I just didn't have sufficient evidence to prove it. I'd change my number over and over. It was blocked, you later told me your secret how you kept getting it-(damned phone company) I'd take the phone off the hook 5-6-7 hours later I'd put it back on, it would ring-it was you.

We did this dance until I finally moved. A year later I left my house to go to a friends funeral and there you were. How did you find me?(damned phone company)

You didn't seem so needy so pushy. I thought you changed. (note to self- you idiot)

You slowly eased your way back in to my life. Smooth real smooth.

After you had your foot in the door you started trying to control me again. I had a trick for your @ss. I went along with it. The whole time I was planning and plotting. One day I took my son and was gone- I was pregnant again though. That is what cemented it in your mind that I wouldn't leave.

Was it two years before you found me again? That damned phone company again. I was engaged. He protected me from you. Didn't stop you from trying. He had a restraining order against you and so did I. Why won't you just leave us alone.

A couple of more years went by. You used the kid card. You were in a longterm relationship. I thought you wanted to develop a relationship with them. Until they told me all you'd talk about with them was me. You tried all the tricks in the book, tried to gain sympathy, tried superdad, tried to pass off that you changed.

You haven't changed and you probably never will. It is so sad that you can't have a relationship with your kids. Why do you punish them because you and I will never ever ever be together. I can't allow you to see them anymore. I will not make excuses for you any longer. It is healthier for them to have you gone.

After ten years I have the evidence. You slipped up. I have you on the answering machine telling me you've been waiting until the kids were older to kill me.

I will not be a segment on some daytime talk show. I have the evidence. Somewhere out there is a warrant for you.

I love my good, loving, non-controlling, non abusive husband not you.

Although I wouldn't ever send you this letter, I wouldn't want to tip you off. I wish I knew what made you tick. How can you justify to yourself what you have done. Ten years of hanging on- ick what was I thinking when I thought I loved you. You made two smart and beautiful kids, how can you not want to help yourself so you can be with them? They are amazing and your missing so much. Do you know how wonderful it is to watch them grow, watch them develop their personalities, watch them create themselves. Why doesn't your undying devotion go to them?

I feel so sorry for you!