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Details: What you mean to me |
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AtraLuna
Category: Romantic Tiffs
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My ex and I broke up 8 months ago, and now he's obsessing over me. Even with a girlfriend for the pas 8 months, he still wanted to be with me and made sure she knew that. He abused her both mentally and physically because she wasn't me. This is what I should tell him, maybe then, he'll get it. It's kinda just me angry, but well. *shrugs*
Ricky, Now aou can see how much you mean to me now...How you would fucking sit there and lie. Make my life hell because yours was worse. My mom and brother were right, you brought me down. Down in to my own little depression, but it wasn't my own, hell it wasn't even mine. It was yours. You just didn't want to be alone in your hell hole. You had to take me down with you. Well I hope you rot in that hell of yours. I hope you stay the mentally psychotic bastard you are, maybe you'll finally off yourself like you always threatened to. The times you came up to me, razor in hand, cuts on your arms. Pathetic. I thought you cared for me, but you didn't. You just fed off the fact that I was weak and took pity on you. I was a naive 15 year old, and you took that to your advantage. You cheated on me, broke my heart more times over then I could count. The tears I shedded for you were a million times more smiles I had for you. I wanted to say that I loved you, and at the beginning, I did. You know I did. I had no problem giving anything to you. A bike, my heart, a home, my love. I trusted you. Thats all I wanted back in return, that and your love. And you couldn't even do that. You made me believe that I loved you, that you were a guy worth loving, you manipulated me, you bastard. You did the one thing you promised me you would never do. You told me you were always truthful to me. Bull shit you were. You didn't love me, you loved the fact that I loved you.
But now I can say, that i hate you. I never want to see you, talked to you, breathe in the direction you may be at, becaue just the thought of you brings hatred to me. Three years, I gave you everything, and you just took it all, without a second thought.
But then, at the end, I did something you didn't expect. I grew up. I became strong. I became my own person, and I began to realize who you were. It wasn't because you went to jail because you tried to rape my best friend at the time, it was because your mind, emotions, and everything about you is unstable, is fucked up. Course, during that time, I had someone to help me through it. But in the end of that, I manage to fuck up with him. But Im paying for that. I'm accepting my past. Im constantly reminded with what I did, but Im happy now.
And then, I finally tell you to get the hell out of my life. That was the only way. And what do you do? You find someone else. Someone worse than me. Someone who was depressed and you knew how to work that. You knew how to work it so you could use and abuse her, and thats exactly what you did. You abused her to the limit of both mantal and physical boundaries, and she took it for a while. You were a complete and total ass to her. i can't describe in words what I feel for you because i cannot believe that you would be so low to do that. So stupid.
So now, your still obessed on me. 9 months and still hooked on me eh? well I hope that that is your demise. I hope in the end you just go and kill yourself for it. I hope the fact that you can never hold me or see the look and love I once had in my eyes for you ever again, corrupts you. Because you deserve it. I for some reason think that your mental state isn't stable enough to beable to get over it. Or maybe its becasue I'm something you know you could never have. But now you know how I felt. Those times you broke up with me, yo ucheated on me. Kristen, Ashley, Amanda, and Im sure there are a dozon more times with other girls I don't even know. I wonder now if I was actually your first. Makes me doubt everything you ever said to me.
You played me for a fool, and you played her for one too. But no more. No more can you fuck with me.
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18-September 2006 |
| You go girl. That's all I can say. The poor bastard sounds like he has it coming to him. Such a hateful, yet powerful letter. I love it.
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