Letters Never Sent - Scathing Truths Never Shared with the Recipient

Letter Details: You walked away...keep going

Category: Romantic Tiffs

Description: My ex walked out and has been making everyone miserable since. He's been gone longer than we were married and awful, torturous, nearly abusive.

You walked out. You walked out on it all...over 2 years ago. A "marriage" like ours should have been over shortly after you closed the door behind you not still dragging on. But you're right it's my fault, but not for the reasons you have convinced yourself of. It's my fault because I never should've married you, I never should've let you convince me that I was so "sick". I never should've let you control me, or our money. You never thought of anyone but yourself, even back when we were all friends. I never should've given you the credit that you could change...or ever would. I always believed you were different than your family of liars and cheaters but you aren't and you never will be. I still haven't heard the truth from you, although it wouldn't make a difference. Maybe I should get in touch with your cheatee girlfriend and let her know you called me and came here a week ago trying to do the same thing to her you did to me. And if I cared or in another life I would've. But you don't matter anymore. You were my mistake. You want to drag out every court proceeding, you want to make it all about you still. You and your crazy doctors notes, all still lies. I'm still moving on, being me. The me you never got to know because it wasn't allowed. The me you should've encouraged me to be instead of making me you're emotional slave. All those nights you accused me of cheating while i was under your thumb, it was you. It was always you. Soon she will see you as you really are, and I await the day. Don't ever look back for me because I'm not there. I still have my dreams, my hopes, my friends, and finally myself...whatever you have now I know it's not that. I do not hate you, miss you, wonder about you, wish things were different or forgive you. I am calm now, at peace, and indifferent to you. You and what you think or want means nothing to me...as if we were always strangers passing on the street. You may have always known or thought it but just so you're sure I settled for you. I never believed I could have the one i've always wanted...but I do now and you could never be him. So someday in the near future if she chooses to put up with your crap and thinks she wants to spend forever with you try explaining why the divorce hasn't been finalized. FYI it's because you took you're sweet time and now I will take mine. And see how long she sticks around when you try to pull the BS with her. Don't bother me anymore, I don't need you. I have nothing to say and true friends to listen to.