Letters Never Sent - Scathing Truths Never Shared with the Recipient

Letter Details: Yes, I'm that fag.

Category: Romantic Tiffs

Description: To someone I just guess I could never be with.

Dear ______,

Do you know why this started?
Because you gave me that look, that stupid look that will make any girl think that she's worth something. The one that will make any girl melt. Did you mean it? Was it one of your looks you use to pick up someone? Or do you just have bad eye sight and thought I was someone else? I had a friend then that I really liked and I was going to tell him but as my luck would have it, he got himself a girlfriend. I was devistated. A week or so later I was looking through pictures on facebook and I recognized your face and I requested to be your friend. You accepted. I was stupid enough to say hi to you and we got to know each other. You seemed to care about me, for the first time in my life I felt like someone actually cared. I would pass you in school and the whole time we'd just be looking into each others eyes. It must have looked pretty dumb, two people walking past each other and staring intensely but never saying a word. I would be too nervous to talk to you. I fell so hard for you and I was convinced that you must have fallen even just a little for me. Then as time went on, I was the first one to say hi. You started talking less and less. I was starting to hurt more and more. One day I said you were being boring and your reply? "You're a fag".
I was shocked, you had never said anything like that to me. I asked you why later and you pretended that you never said it. I knew you were lying the whole time. I did the stupidest thing one day, I told you that I liked you. I was rejected. It hurt so bad. I tried to talk to you again but you never replied. We haven't talked since and this was about half a year ago. We first talked a year ago. And you know what? I still love you.