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Details: For the girl I dream about |
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By
Anonymags
Category: Romantic Tiffs
Description:
My feelings for you seem too strong, too intense. For a while I can forget about you. I can talk to my friends and forget that I know you. And then they tease me about being "moon-eyed" or "too happy", and I remember you, and my heart takes on that peculiar ache that it adopts whenever I recall you.
I hear your name in public, and my heart skips a beat and I whirl around and seek your utterly imperfect, impossibly beautiful face. I pass by toy stores, linger by plush toys of that animal I've adopted as your nickname. When I do my makeup I stare at my lips and imagine they're pressed against yours.
Sometimes I doubt that you're really a lesbian; sometimes I doubt that you really like me; but when I'm in your arms, holding your body tight against mine - when you take my arm in public - when you stare so intensely at me, your chocolate-coloured eyes never flickering away even for an instant - when you do these things I know that I am something special to you.
And when I'm away from you I mutter to myself, pretending I can hear your replies. Whenever I coat my lips with Chapstick I remember those three perfect, achingly lovely kisses we shared last week. Do you remember, my darling? The way your eyes fluttered, the way your cheek burned against my palm. Your lips are soft. Mine are chapped and burned with primal longing, and then we parted, and for a week, while I've been away, I've needed to kiss you again.
And the best part is that, before you, there was always an element of taboo in kissing or touching girls. I was always hesitant, always afraid that I really was doing something wrong. With you, I can be myself without any doubts. I can touch you and not second-guess myself, I can kiss you and not feel anything but joy and wonder and an intense sense of "this is right". I no longer wonder what life would be like if I were straight and pretty, because I know these things don't matter to you. I can be myself, all imperfections blatantly obvious, and you still call me amazing.
You're the amazing one, my darling. You burn within me, a fire in my heart.
Here's to you.
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2-July 2009 |
| That was a lovely letter. You should send letters like this just to remind the people you love of how much you love them. It's always a wonderful gift to be reminded that you are loved, so anyone worth a letter like this would be delighted to receive it.
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